Musée d’Orsay

I have a love affair with Manet. Not Monet and his waterlilies. Manet.

Walking past paintings that I have idealized for years was like finally meeting a pen-pal after a hundred summers of letters. There, undeniably in front of me, were the brush strokes I had memorized, but never been able to fully envision. I could stand back and be mesmerized by the paintings for hours, but I’ve seen photographs in books that have kept me far enough from the artwork already. Standing just inches away you could see where the paint is so thin, the canvas still shines through, and although Manet didn’t paint with thick paint, you could still make out the bold marks he would have made with his hand right about where my face was. There lie proud Olympia. There were the bathers gazing out at me.

The museum boasts much more than Manet as well. Toulouse-Lautrec, Renoir, Degas, Serrat, Van Gogh and so many more are housed within the museum’s walls.

Ah, Van Gogh and your yellow paint eating habit, thank you for the madness that brought us this incredible artwork: the color combinations, the thick, delectable paint, the perspective. A large room was devoted to him and paintings I had never seen. Some of them, a feast for the eyes, others, experimental works that lead him to his greatness.

Standing in a long line and a sudden downpour was definitely a small price to make it into the museum. I just hope my eyes wont forget what the paintings really looked like, that they wont too quickly turn back into the distant photographs I already knew.

Breaking Hibernation

After a summer of recouping from a sleepless year of school and artwork, I’m willing to come back out of hibernation. My BFA thesis show was a huge success and I was finally willing to let go of my first painting. More have flown the nest since then, but after deciding to finally sell I’m claiming my rightful place as a professional artist. Not a month after Shall We Awaken ended, I hosted another show in the George Denninger Gallery in Old St. Charles. It’s been hectic, but I’ve finally caught my breath.

It’s an exhilarating and validating feeling to have a room full of people captivated by your hard work. My exhibition statement and much of the artwork featured in my show will gradually appear on my website over the coming weeks.

Next on the list, finish out a great summer of doing graphic design with my brother, and begin recording my upcoming adventures in Europe. Stay tuned!

Here are just a few highlights from my thesis show if you weren’t able to make it: